Forevermore

You came to me
in my dreams

and said 

goodbye.

You whispered 

in my ear

how much 

you loved me

now

and 

forever.

It was so real

I woke up

knowing...

that my days 

were to be 

without you

forevermore.

I could no longer 

reach to you

or 

for you.

I could 

no longer

call your name.

You were gone.

What you didn't know

and what I 

could only 

hope for...

is that 

as night fell

and my eyes closed

our souls would meet

in my dreams

every night.

We would play

and laugh

and love

like only we can.

We would be together

in a way

that our earthly selves

could never achieve.

Because of this

beautiful gift

I do not 

mourn you.

Instead, 

I anticipate

our infinite moments

dancing in the twilight

of our love.

Forever ours.

Forevermore.

Some Days For Someday

Some days

I have trouble 

shedding

this layer

of sadness.

Some days

it's too heavy

for me to haul up

and off 

my chest.

Some days

it holds on

with a grip

far stronger 

than my will.

Some days

I'm too weak

to do the work

that's required of me

to strip myself bare

of the burden.

Some days

I just have to accept 

this truth

and surrender myself

to the cruel power

of these 

pains...

and simply 

let them be.

So another someday

won't be the same

as this day.